typing

i like the feeling of typing, especially that i don't have to search for the letters on the keyboard and my fingers automatically know where to type. i don't even really have to look at the computer screen as i'm typing. i can just let my fingers run and my eyes can be roaming elsewhere in the room (like watching the tv or spying for people walking past my cubicle). but most of the time, i look at the screen just to make sure i don't make any mistakes and also to look like i'm doing serious work at the same time too. haha.

and that is why i am blogging now. because my fingers are itching to type. i've no idea why. but my fingers just felt a need to type something. and the only place i can type randomly whatever i want is here. unless i just practise my typing on ms words by typing the following sentence over and over again (that is how, btw, i managed to learn to type without looking at the keyboard):

"the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog"

i love the fact that such a simple sentence allows you to type out every letter in the alphabet. this is known as an english-language pangram, that is a phrase that contains all letters of the alphabet.

that's about all i have for now. back to reality.

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

theatre productions

just realised the title of my last four posts were all adjectives to describe emotions/feelings. oh dear, when did i become so emo? omg i think that's what happens when you blog as and when you please, instead of selectively. hmm. does this mean people who blog often are emo creatures?

anyway, just spent the last hour booking tickets for three shows - one musical, one stand-up christmas comedy, and one dinosaur show. how all very different. one more musical i wanna watch but haven't found anyone to watch with yet. hopefully can find someone soon! otherwise i think i may have to end up watching it by myself. and that's not a very good thing, right? :(

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

moody

am in a totally "don't feel like working" mood.

now, i just have to get the induction for the newbies over and done with. then i can sit back, relax and wait to knock off.

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

emo

i'm trying to pretend that i don't care. but actually, i think i kind of do.

it's okay. it doesn't matter. i've told myself that i will not get involved until i've gone and come back from my overseas studies. that one heartbreak over an sms was enough to last a lifetime.

sorry that i've been posting such emo posts recently. just ignore me. i'll be fine in awhile :)

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

jinx

sometimes, some words cannot be spoken too soon. i didn't used to believe that saying things will jinx it. but now, i'm slowly starting to believe it. a recent spat of events have caused me to think that way.

don't speak too soon, because you never know when you may be made to eat your own words.

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

happy

i had a good weekend. and i'm just feeling happy, contented. even though the weekend really sucked up all my energy and i'm really really tired now. just somehow feeling a sudden burst of energy coming from inside of me. and i honestly have no idea why.

shall blog more after work. for now, i feel like i'm living in my own happy little world. =)

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

weddings

i know i have not been updating for a very long time. but i've no idea where my time has gone for the past few weeks. probably just too tired from work.

what happened to my "one post a day"?

okay i promise i will get back into that routine. i found it liberating, having my thoughts written out, instead of just re-thinking them over and over again in my head. sometimes you can think of something so much that it feels real to you even if it's not.

just some good news to share, i'm beginning to feel quite normal walking! so happy!! :) and i think i can probably wear heels (not the really high ones of course) for ade's wedding! yay!! :)  i'm so looking forward to her wedding as if i'm marrying away my own sister. but she has indeed been like a sister to me these few years, so i hope we can plan an unforgettable one for her! even if she thinks it's no big deal.

and i got myself some extra work to do by agreeing to be the emcee for jeff's wedding. hmm. now i'm wondering why the heck did i agree when i have stage fright?? my heart is so split into two. half of it really wants to do it (because it's just so nice to be able to do something for a friend's wedding) and the other half is just writhing in fear (suddenly got reminded of the feeling you get in the presence of the dementors in harry potter).

okay since i've agreed, i shall not look back. better than having myself to keep thinking what it would have been like if i agreed. i definitely know how it would be like if i didn't agree. i'll just appear at his wedding, have my lunch, interact with my friends, take photos, yum seng and then leave. so hopefully, this will be a good different experience! :)

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain