hello again

i know, it's been awhile. what with updating facebook and twitter and now weibo too (that's another story), the blog gets left out. i'm sorry, for i should know how that feels.

well, as it goes, this place is still where one can probably get a glimpse of who i really am and what i really feel. the others (fb etc) are really just a cover, or rather where i mainly post happy feelings. here is where you can find a more melancholic me (but seriously, no one likes that, which is why it doesn't go on fb/twitter - i feel they're more for happy things).

anyway, i'm here because i took a quiz on http://colorquiz.com and didn't really feel like posting on fb, so shall post it here for myself to remember. here goes...

Color Test - Results

Your Existing Situation "Craves change and new things, always looking for new adventures and activities. Becomes restless and frustrated when she has to wait too long for things to develop. her impatience leads to irritability and a desire to move on to the next project." Your Stress Sources "Needs to meet people who have the same high principals and values as himself, but finds the need unfulfilled. her need to feel dominate and superior leaves her feeling isolated and does not allow for her to give freely of himself. she would like to surrender and let go, but sees that as a weakness she must not give in to. Holding back will allow her to stand out for the crowd and earn a higher status, recognized by others as unique and important." Your Restrained Characteristics Her confidence is low but she is unable to admit that is the reason for her avoidance of conflict. Feels it is a situation out of her control and she is making the best of it. Her arrogance causes her to take offense quickly. Only those closest to her know deep down she is sensitive and sentimental. "Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult." Your Desired Objective "Highly optimistic and outgoing personality. Loves to learn new and exciting things, and craves new interests. Looking for a well-rounded life full of success and new experiences. Does not allow herself to be overcome with negative thoughts or self-doubt. Takes life head on, with enthusiasm. " Your Actual Problem "Enjoys making new plans and goals, but needs to be respected and admired for the things she accomplishes."

i think it's rather accurate to an extent.

well that's all for now.

it's late and it's time for bed.

goodnight.

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain