melancholic

heard a piece of good news yesterday.
well, good news for the friend.
but not sure if it's good to me.
still, i'm happy for this friend.

at the end of the day, i'm left to wonder,
what are you so nice to me for?

i don't think i will ever get an answer.
so life goes on.
i have many other things to look forward to this week.
to cheer me up.
starting with rcia tonight :)

"Dance like no one is watching. Sing like no one is listening. Love like you've never been hurt and live like it's heaven on Earth." — Mark Twain

i honestly thinkone of the best strength i have is
hiding my real emotions, 
to smile and be happy
despite not really feeling that way.

no one owes you their day,
so the least you could do is
be happy and not spoil their day.