life overseas

i'm missing NYC, Chicago, LA, Las Vegas, San Diego, San Francisco and even Sandusky, Ohio. but times like those cannot be at our whim and will. well, if only.

if only life could be as carefree as it was back then. no worries about your future yet. not having to think that you actually need a job to survive. as we grow older, the heavier your responsibility to support yourself (and your parents) becomes.

actually, i wldn't mind this responsibility after i had seen the world. sure, many pple wld say i'm lucky enough to have been to the states and having worked there for 3 months and travelled for another 1 month. but somehow, that doesn't seem enough. plus those 4 months wasn't without unhappiness. i'm still amazed at myself at how i could have buried my actual feelings and continued to enjoy myself and have fun. i guess i could be in huge denial if i wanted to. haha. i wonder if that is a gd or bad thing?

my next aim is to go europe! i wanna try living and working there! well, again, if only i could. we shall see if such an opportunity comes along. :)

Paris!

Rome!

Ireland!

Venice!

Spain!

London!

okay, just some of the places i want to visit! the future is awaiting! :)